"It was becoming clear to me that I shouldn’t bother to get too attached to anything because you might turn your back and lose it; just like that. There are moments that mark your life, when you realize nothing will be the same again, and the time is divided into two parts. It was the roar of the crowd that gave me heartache to sing. It was alive when they smiled and said you won’t feel a thing. And as we ran from the cops, we laughed so hard it would sting."